Sunday, March 30, 2014

"Reality"


Sitting in my bedroom.
Just took some shrooms.
The Wall playing on the TV.
Wanting to escape reality.
I begin seeing purple rats,
Carrying baseball bats.
I begin seeing green mice,
Playing a game of dice.
I look down at my hands,
And they turn into sand.
I try to get off my bed,
But I can't find my head.
It was floating up in the sky,
Eating a huge pumpkin pie.
My body begins to shake,
As it turns into fruitcake.
I start farting out Pop Rocks,
And burp out cuckoo clocks.
My head hovers over me,
Singing out of key Journey.
I grab it, but it disappears,
And Ozzy Osborne appears.
He begins singing Crazy Train,
As it begins to pour down rain.
I look outside and the drizzle
Is made of Wildberry Skittles.
There's a flash of pink light,
And I pass out for the night.
I wake up riding a city bus
Covered in roasted peanuts.
The driver is a shaved gorilla.
Who smells like French vanilla.
He drops me off at my place,
And tells me to please stay safe.
I wake up in my own bedroom.
I find the small baggie of shrooms.
I flush them down for my sanity.
Never again will I escape reality.

Saturday, March 29, 2014

“The Will and The Liver"

The will is strong
But the liver is weak.
So, pass the bong,
To forget this week.
I don't care at this point.
Pass me that shot of gin,
And roll that fucking joint.
Let the weekend begin!
I'm ready to get wasted!
I want crash every bar!
I'm willing to get naked!
Let's load up the car!
The will is still strong,
And the liver is ready!
So, pass the vodka bottle!
I'm going sober already!
Whiskey shot after shot.
The beer is freely flowing.
I'm already stoned from pot,
But I keep going and going.
Not sure where we are,
Or where are my pants.
All I know is I'm in car,
And feeling her implants.
My will keeps on fighting.
The liver is calling it quits.
Her bedroom is so inviting.
Oh god! She's ready for it!
She pushes me onto the bed,
And brings out the handcuffs.
Tied down, she begins with head,
And it turns into a crazy fuck.
The bed broke as we both came,
But she keeps grinding against me.
Her hips are driving me insane.
As she has orgasm number three.
My will is still going strong.
My liver has left me already.
As she keeps riding my dong,
She screams when I'm ready.
Not sure when I passed out.
But I wish I lasted the night.
I really wanted to go all-out.
And fuck till the sunlight.
Sadly, I wake up very sore.
I find myself inside a jail cell.
She was actually a damn whore.
My life is now a living hell.
My will has let me down.
My liver is laughing at me.
My ass is taking downtown,
As my binge got the best of me.
I wouldn't trade that whole time.
It was great to let myself go.
It was worth committing a crime.
It was worth screwing that ho.
Five years later, I'm released.
Clean and sober once again.
However, time to free the beast.
I'm ready to fuck up my brain!
The will is always strong,
But the damn liver is weak.
So, pass me that new bong.
I’m a freeman for a week!

Saturday, March 22, 2014

"My World"

My world is falling apart.
Spinning out of control.
Afraid of where I will land.
Please free my tortured soul.
Everything I do is wrong.
Everything I touch breaks.
Everything I say always hurts.
Everything is a fucking mistake.
I tried to let go of my past.
I tried to move on with my life.
I tried to stop all the bullshit.
I tried to fix things with my wife.
My world is ready to cave in.
Everything is circling the drain.
Afraid of hitting rock bottom.
Please stop all the fucking pain.
I've given up on so-called friends.
I've given up on romance and love.
I've given up on this cruel world.
I've given up on the asshole up above.
Everyone can go fuck themselves.
Everyone needs to stop talking shit.
Everyone needs to leave me alone.
Everyone is making me really pissed.
My world is ready to explode.
Assholes always putting me down.
Tired of being blamed for it all.
Please let me get off the ground.
I'm ready to leave my mark.
I'm ready to let my light shine.
I'm ready to make a change.
I'm ready to fight for what's mine.
Standing up for what I believe!
Standing up for my fucking rights!
Standing up for my damn pride!
Standing up and ready to fight!
My world is mine for the taking.
I'm climbing back out of my grave.
All I can do is keep looking up.
Please let this happiness stay.

Friday, March 21, 2014

“In The Pale Moonlight”

In the pale moonlight,
Heroes answered the call.
In the pale moonlight,
An empire was going to fall.
A single word painted black
Inside an abandoned library,
Led to their plans of attack
As the rebels began to rally.
An army was created
To fight against corruption.
To fight against hatred.
This was their mission.
In the pale moonlight,
They raised up their weapons.
In the pale moonlight,
They rallied against oppression.
First shot was fired at dawn
Opposing sides began to clash.
Bodies quickly covered a lawn,
The armies continued to attack.
By sunset, the city was ablazed.
The streets covered in death.
A soldier stood there dazed,
Wondering what will be left.
In the pale moonlight,
A soldier burst into tears
In the pale moonlight,
A soldier faced his fears
A year later, it finally ended
With the peace treaty signed.
A torn country began to mend,
Yet the soldiers were left behind.
They were signs of the old regime.
Almost all were treated as traitors.
Like they created the war machine.
Like they were a cruel, cold dictator.
In the pale moonlight,
The soldiers were hung to death.
In the pale moonlight,
Few lowered their heads in respect.
There were times were battles are fought,
Where the exact enemy was not visible.
In the process, innocent lives were lost.
Yet the soldiers were treated as criminals.
Sadly, the ones that died answered the call.
They protected society from vile tyranny.
They caused an evil empire to finally fall.
Alas, we killed them out of total bigotry.
In the pale moonlight,
A dictator took back control.
In the pale moonlight,
A bullet freed my tortured soul.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

“His Motto”

Ready to crawl into a ball,
And fucking give up on it all.
This has been one hellish week.
I try to be strong instead of weak.
Breaking down is not the solution;
Fighting through is the only resolution!
I can't and won't fucking back down!
Sadness won't hold me on the ground!
I'm done letting the world fucking deny me!
Out of the ashes of one life, another will rise.
Time to stand up, and fight for what's mine!
It's my time to make damn noise and shine!
I can't let this one thing move me backwards.
Life can only move onward as I go upwards.
It will be hard at times, but I must be strong.
As I can't lie down, and give up on the world.
There was a time for tears, but I'm past the sorrow.
"Work hard and always push on," was his motto
After this week, I'm going to finish my life's work.
And leave my legacy before I'm put into the dirt.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

"Technology. Why You Hate Me So Much?"

  Some days, despite all my knowledge, I want to take a bat to every piece of technology I own ala Office Space style. The past two days have been frustrating to say the least. Nothing but issues with JAVA and Windows 7, which I need JAVA for work. It got so bad, I had to go back to XP just so I can work. I'm so tired of reinstalling, that I got work programs installed, and that's it. I didn't even install Word, and that's the second program I install after an anti-virus.
My system went awry on Monday morning. As I got Windows back up Monday afternoon, I couldn't load my work programs. So, left early, to reload Windows 7.At 1am Tuesday morning, tried again, and still nothing. Tried 5 versions of JAVA, and it wouldn't load. So, ticked off at this point, I wiped my entire drive, and installed XP with the programs I needed for work. The good news is I'm working again, but the downside is I have none of my writing files, my music, or even Word on my system.
The worst part is I finally got unstuck on a chapter, but I might have to go old school to write. So, tonight, installing my printer, and printing out what I got so far. Until I get my PC back to where it was, I'm afraid to write on my computer because I might lose my work during the reinstalls. So, till I get it back up to where I like it, this might be the only thing I type out. The only thing I'm glad about this whole situation is at least it's not my hardware.