My imagination is my pen
My decisions are chapters
In the great novel called life
However, life is truly not a book
It is a long and enduring journey
That begins from the moment of birth
And ends when we refuse to carry on
What happens on this mysterious journey
Is totally up to you, so choose wisely
For life doesn't make you who you are
You make life what you want it to be
Sunday, June 24, 2018
Wednesday, June 20, 2018
The Madam Of Suburbia Chapter 16
Chapter 16 – Snakes
and Hammers
I don't know how I ended up here,
but I don't give two shits as I puff on a Cuban cigar in front of a
massive marble fireplace. I almost melt into the maroon leather chair
as I sip on the finest Scotch that feels like silk on my tongue. I
run my fingers on my purple velvet robe while wondering whose mansion
am I in, and why are they spoiling me with such luxurious items. I
take another sip and enjoy the fire. If I'm going to die today, at
least I'll die very comfortable.
A minute later, I feel a pair of
hands on my shoulders as a woman who sounds like Amber purrs, "Is
my teddy bear comfortable?"
I look up, and see woman wearing a black lacy hood that covers
her entire face. However, the red dress she's wearing barely covers
her massive curves. As I stare at the freckles on her chest, her body
and voice reminds me of Amber so much, but confused about the
concealment of her face. She keeps rubbing my shoulders as she begins
nibbling my ears. I sit there trying to keep my composure as her
hands slide under my robe and start rubbing my chest. I swear I'm
dreaming, but right now, my mind is picturing that dress on the
floor.
"More scotch?" she asks.
I look down at my glass and reply,
"Of course."
She takes my glass and walks away.
I go back to watching the fire as I try to calm myself while puffing
on my cigar. I hate Amber with every inch of my being, but right now
my body is struggling against the desire to rip off her dress, and
fuck her as she saunters in front of me and hands me another glass of
Scotch. I avert my eyes as she purposeful bends over and rubs her
hands on my knees. I begin to wonder if this is a dream because there
is no fucking way I would let her get this close, much less be
aroused by the mere sight of her.
"Anything else?" she
hisses.
I look back only to see her breasts
are covered in black scales. I blink real fast, and the scales are
gone. I toss the glass into the fire, and push her hands away from my
legs. I try to stand up, but as I stand up, a pair of massive hands
grabs my shoulders pinning me to the chair. I glance back, and see
Riese standing there. He smiles as a snake-like tongue flickers out
of his mouth. I turn back to Amber as her legs turn into a snake's
tail.
Amber opens her mouth, but I hear
Madam ask, "Think you could escape me this easily?"
I almost shit myself as I watch her
turn into a giant fucking cobra. She wraps her tail around the chair,
and lifts me up so my face is inches from her snout. She opens her
mouth, revealing fangs as long as my fucking arms. I shudder as her
forked tail licks my cheek. As her orange eyes stare into mine, I now
know the last thing a mouse sees after tangling with a rattlesnake.
She licks my cheek one more time as I watch venom slowly drips from
her fangs. She leans back and unfurls her hood as I accept that death
is now ineviatable.
As she's about to strike, something
large and blue smashes into her head. She drops me as I land on
something large and covered in blue scales. I almost scream as I see
a massive, dark blue rattlesnake coiled towards the rear of the room.
It hisses at the cobra as the rattling of its tail causes the windows
to shake. I realize at that instant I'm fucked as I'm in the
middle of two giant ass snakes ready to tear each other apart.
"He's mine. Back off,"
the rattler hisses in Blue's robotic voice.
"Back off, Blue," replies
Madam. "I found him, so he's mine."
Blue lunges at Madam, but Riese
grabs them both by the throat. I try to run away, but Blue coils me
in his fucking tree of a tail. I'm forced to watch as Riese grows
taller, and another pair of arms comes out of his torso, the hands
are nothing but sledge hammers. Blue and Madam try to bite him, but
Riese raises his hammer hands and shouts, "This ends now!"
I wake up screaming in a strange
bed as every inch of my body is drenched in sweat. As I stop
screaming, I lay there for a few minutes trying to regain my
composure after that fucking nightmare. I knew Madam and Blue were
fucking snakes, but never thought I would dream about them like that.
The part that has my heart racing is Madam's voice coming out of
Amber's body. I don't know what my mind is trying to tell me, but I
don't like it one fucking bit.
I roll out of bed as someone knocks
on the door. I look at the room I'm in, and see it's no bigger than
my prison cell, but the light gray walls make it feel like a cell.
The plus side is the twin bed I'm in is at least not like sleeping on
concrete. I light up a cigarette as my hands shake while
saying,” Enter."
Amber opens the door, and places
some clothes on the nightstand. "You got thirty minutes to get
ready."
"Where the fuck am I?" I
ask since the last thing I recalled was being in that prison.
"Atlanta. We've got a lead on
Spreadsheets, and we're going after him," she explains. She
pauses and asks, "Everything okay? I heard you screaming."
"I'm fine," I lie even
though my hands still shake to the point the cherry of my cig almost
falls onto the carpet. "Bad dream that's all."
"Well, if you need someone to
talk too, I’m here," she says.
"I'm good. I'll be out in
thirty," I reply as I keep imaging Madam's voice to come out of
her mouth. I begin to wonder if the dream is trying to tell me
something.
"Okay."
She disappears, and I spend a few
more minutes puffing away as my nerves finally calm down. The ending
of the dream is really fucking with my mind. Riese is nothing more
than a loyal solider in Madam's army, but in my fucking nightmare, he
took down both Blue and Madam. I'll have to figure this shit out
later as I get up, and throw on the clothes Amber provided. Right
now, I need to clear my head as I'm about to join Amber's goons in
the field it seems.
As I exit my room, I find Amber at
the front door of what appears to be a very small house. The living
room and kitchen are no bigger than my apartment in Curva.
"Ready to do this?"
"Let's go," I say as we
exit the house and get into a blue sedan. As we drive away from the
house, I hope that the dream was nothing more than that.
Sunday, June 10, 2018
The Madam Of Suburbia Chapter 15
Chapter
15 – Opening a Hornet’s Nest
I
never thought agreeing to help Amber would lead to a week of fucking nonstop
interrogations. From sunrise to sunset, I'm cuffed to a steel table as random
assholes keep asking the same shit over and over. As I sat there answering
their bullshit questions over and over, I began to appreciate the beauty of
Madam's communication system. If we didn't need to know, we weren't told shit.
The only things I was ever made privy to was my next mission. Even then, it was
simply a text of where and when to meet, and I went from there. Of course, the
jackass in suits are beyond frustrated about how things work within Madam's
cartel.
As I
sit there for the eight day being drilled, all I can do is smile as they repeat
the same questions as I stare at the barren concrete walls. Their main focus is
on Blue, but due to their methods I can't honestly give them any useless
information other than my theory Blue is a fucking cop. When a person walks
around completely covered in black as well as hides their voice, it's hard to
give any details. Blue is an enigma coated in psychopathic tendencies while
topped with fucking homicidal rage. That's the way I keep describing the
bastard, but that isn't good enough for these fucking jerkoffs.
After
an hour of getting nowhere, the interrogator picks up his chair and bashes it
against the floor as they curse every deity under the sun. He stops and asks
me, "Something fucking funny, Ronnie?"
I
stop smiling and reply, "Nope."
"How
can you deal with one person, and only know at most their fucking height?"
"As
I said for the thousand fucking time, Blue wears black literally from head to
toe, and they spoke through a voice changer," I reply. "Their entire
system is designed to keep you in the dark unless you need to fucking know.
"
I
glance up and see Amber entering the room while stating, "Let's take a
break, boys."
"I
want to break..." the agent replies while cracking his knuckles.
"Out!"
Amber orders the agent. As he leaves, she pulls out of a pack of smokes and
some matches. "I figured you could
use one."
I
snatch out a cigarette, and light one up. I take a long drag before asking,
"Why am I being asked the same shit about Blue over and over when you know
as much as I fucking do?"
"I
was hoping you knew something I didn't," she replies. "Also, I
decided there's a better way to start taking down Madam anyway."
"What's
your plan besides interrogate me to fucking death?" I retort. I know we're
supposed to work together, but it's going take a long time to trust this bitch
ever again. It's not the fact she's a federal agent, but she ripped out my
heart. I was nothing more than a stiff dick as she did her damn job.
"You
know something. Let's get this out of the way. If you knew I was a federal
agent, what would you have done? Put in the swamp?"
"Yes.
Sorry, but in my old line of work, the only good cop is a dead cop," I
reply.
"Well,
in my line of work, the only good criminal are the ones that end up in the
morgue," she snaps back.
"I
love it when you talk dirty," I smirk.
She
quickly changes the subject by asking, "You said you think Blue is a
cop?"
"Only
logical explanation how he can walk out of a police station untouched after the
bastards in blue kicked the shit out of me," I explain as I recall my
lovely chat with them that night. They left me bleeding on the cell floor, and
Blue walked out like he owned the place.
"We've
been looking into every employee at The Bend County Sheriff's Office. If
there's anyone on Madam's payroll, it's hidden very well."
"Even
Sheriff Voustine?" I inquire as I remember the conversation I overheard
before she ripped out my heart.
"Clean
as well," she sighs.
"So,
what's the plan then?"
"Did
you ever deal with a guy named Spreadsheets?" she asks.
"No.
Who is he?"
"He
handles the one thing that matters."
"Money?"
"Bingo.
No money means no power."
"You
do realize doing this will open up a hornet's nest," I reply as the image
of the voodoo doll pops into my head.
"Yeah,
but if we can follow the money trail, we can find out who's on her
payroll."
"So,
when do we start?"
"Soon,
but until then, get some rest," she replies as she stands up. As she opens
the door, and looks back while stating, "Thank you for letting this end on
a good note."
Before
I can reply, she slams the door shut. I sit there in complete silence as I
light up another cigarette. The tension between Amber and I is fucking thick
you can cut it with a knife. In my heart I still have feelings for her, but
they're behind a wall of mistrust. I guess I should be thankful they haven't
put me into the chair, but are willing to let me help them take down Madam. As
long as she's alive, I still have a reason for them to keep me alive. Once it's
over, I'll accept my fate. However, until then, I will have to put aside the
bullshit between Amber and I if we want this to succeed.
A
few minutes later, Amber walks back in. "I forgot to tell you something,"
she says as she walks over to me.
"What's
that?"
She
stands next to me as I feel a needle being jabbed into my neck. The last thing
I remember before passing out is her saying, "Training starts now."
Sunday, June 3, 2018
The Madam Of Suburbia Chapter 14
Chapter 14 – Burrowed Time
I
stare at the barren, concrete wall as I accept the fact my live is fucking
over. I let a backstabbing bitch into my life, and she fucked me over good. I
should have never let myself open up to anyone like I vowed while in the swamp,
but I was thinking with the wrong fucking head. So, if I don't die here I'm a
dead man once I step foot back into Curva. I sit here inside this prison cell
on borrowed time as Death waits patiently in the shadows. I pray that it's a
fucking bullet to the head versus the sick, twisted games Madam enjoys playing
with her victims.
As
I'm thinking about how my life is over, the cell door opens. I watch as three
guards enter the room, one of them keeping a shotgun pointed at me.
"Face
down on the floor with your arms stretched out, " one orders.
I
lay down as they asked as they almost yank my arms out of my fucking shoulders
as they slap the cuffs on my wrist. They strap down my ankles as well before
lifting me off the floor, and tossing a hood over my head. A few minutes later,
I feel myself slammed down onto a hard chair as I hear another set of cuffs
being locked. I try to move, but they have bound me to the chair.
"Clear,
ma'am," the one yells back.
I
sit there wondering what the fuck is going on as hear the click of high heels
on the concrete floor. A chair is pulled out, and something is slammed onto the
table. A minute later, my hood is removed and I stare at the one person across
the steel table that I wish would fucking die.
"Hello,
Ronnie," says Amber as she fiddles with the large manila file in front of
her.
"Fuck
you too, and I'm not Ronnie," I spat back as I feel the anger rising
inside of me. I rather be sitting across Madam at this point. At least Madam
didn't fucking rip my heart out, and stomp on it. Madam has the backbone to
kill me instead of making me an empty fucking shell. Also, I wonder how she
knows my real name and not the bogus name I was giving when I landed in Curva.
"Ronald
Sharpton is your name," Amber explains as she opens the file. "Also known as Brian Walker."
"My
name doesn't matter anymore since I'm already a dead man thanks to you, you
fucking bitch," I reply.
"That's
no way to talk to a lady, Ronnie," she says. "Also, if I wanted you
dead, I would have put you in the swamp next to your buddy Gus."
"Then
do it since you already removed my fucking heart," I reply back.
Amber
turns to the guards and says, "Leave us for a few."
"Yes,
ma'am," they say as they leave the room, and close the door behind him.
She
turns back to me and explains, "I know you feel betrayed, but wouldn't you
have done the same if your father was the target?"
"If
I have known you were a fucking bitch, I would have shot you both," I
retort. At this point, I rather be Madam's latest voodoo doll than deal with
this shit.
"It's
like this, Ronnie. You can either rot in a cell for the rest of your life, or
you can help me achieve your goal."
"You
know fucking well that if I talk, I'm dead. If I go back to Curva, I'm
dead," I reply. "You know what I really wish was going through my
fucking mind right now."
"What's
that?"
"A
bullet. It would be way less fucking painful than talking to you.":
"See,
here's where I come in. If you help us take down Blue and Madam, you have a
shot of living a full life until you die an old, fucking bitter man."
"What
the fuck was I to you anyway? A stiff dick to cure your horniness?"
"Let's
cut to the fucking point then. You would have been so much more, but when you
were tasked to kill my father, I had to make a choice."
"Yeah,
your father is a senator. Any other lies you want to share?"
She
pulls out her phone, and dials a number. As the other end answers, she puts it
on speaker phone so I can hear, "Senator Townston's office. How may I
direct your call?"
Amber
simply asks, "Is my dad available?"
"Sorry,
Director Townston, but your father is in a meeting. Should I have him call you
when he has a moment?"
"No,
that's fine. I'll try him later," she replies before ending the call.
"So,
you're a rich bitch that always wanted to fuck a bad boy to piss off your
father?"
She
closes the folder and states, "It's like this. You can either rot in a
cell forever, or you can agree to help us take down Madam."
"Again,
let's say we end this bullshit, and go ahead and kill me. I'm a fucking dead
man."
"If
you're worried about Blue, that can be fixed," she replies while smirking.
"Also, we already have a cover story in place where Blue will never know
what really happened."
"Whatever."
She
pulls a newspaper out of my file, and tosses at me. I glance down and see the
title says "Senator barely escapes as gang wars erupts". I read a
little more about how ten were killed, and twenty were injured as the event was
quickly filled with automatic fire as violence erupted inside the mansion. I
see my alias is listed amongst the dead. I smile since it's fitting as overall,
I am fucking dead.
"I'll
give you a day to think about, “she states as she closes the file, and heads
towards the door. She taps on it once before adding, "You can enjoy
breakfast here before they take you back to the cell. Also, if anything, do
this for Donnie."
"Don't
you ever fucking utter his name ever again!" I shout as the guards open
the door, and she walks out of the cell. "You have no right to mention his
name, you heartless bitch!"
One
of the guards walks over, and punches me in the gut while stating, "You
don't talk to our director like that."
The
other guard walks in with a tray of pancakes and tosses them onto the floor at
my feet. "If he wants to treat her like a dog, let's have him eat like a
dog," he laughs as he undoes the cuffs pinning me to the table. "Now,
eat you filthy mutt!"
I
eat the pancakes mostly because the muzzle of a shotgun never leaves my line of
sight. With each bite, my anger keeps rising to the point I want to go off like
a nuclear bomb. Not only am I asked to betray the cartel, but I'm being asked
to work for the woman who betrayed me. Now, her goons are trying to embarrass
me by making me pick up my breakfast off the floor. Either way, my heart will
be ripped out by a woman. It's now a question if I want a slow and agonizing
death, or a quick but still agonizing death. However, if I do work with Amber,
I can avenge Donnie's senseless death. I'm damn if I do, and damned if I don't.
Once
I finish cleaning the floor, they drag me back to my cell, and toss me onto the
bed before roughing me up for the next ten minutes. Once alone, I spend the
rest of the day trying to figure out which way I truly want to fucking die.
They both got my fucking nuts in a sling, and I don't know which way I want to
be murdered. As it approaches midnight, the guards begin turning out the
lights. I come to the painful conclusion if I help Amber, I might have a chance
to end Blue's life with my hands. I fall asleep thinking that I’ll accept her
offer for the sole reason to get revenge for Donnie. Death will have to wait
until my burrowed time runs the fuck out.
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